again and again

And again i start a blog.. my idea of having two of them its still strong.. one in italian and one in english, sound logic to me.. the only problem its that myspace its not real a blog.. or better i cannot see it as a real blog, rather a place where to "show" you..

I think people its getting really crazy.. to much thoughts abouts "images" and the outer self while no one bother of the inner side of things.. no one really cares of the others and everybody its just a serie of layers of lies.. layers and layers..

Maybe we are just onions of fear and lie, so tied.. until we bleed...

I want to live in my small world with few friends and the colours i like.. i want to keep near me the natural side of things cause i really believe i must live the way i want.. the more time i pass the more i think humany its like a bunch of herded stupid cattle. Take a look to reality, we buy what someone told us to buy, we listen to what they told us to.. even the few rebels are often rebels cause someone told them to be rebels against what? against everything..

The only thing we must listen its nature and our soul..
we are blind
we cannot see, smell or taste anything..

Maybe we are already die and we don't even care of bury ourself..

so i want to live.
really.